if you follow my tblr you might already know this, but i'm plannin on making my internet presence very scarce sometime soon, and the more i think about it, the more i want that to apply to other sites beyond tblr. so yea i think i will be puttin my deviations in cold storage for like.... an extended period of time (forever? idk we'll see) anyway, basically i'm just super sick of like. trying to put on a persona and stressing out about whether my art will please people and i'm just done!! i didn't enjoy art for a long time, but now that i've told myself i'm def not gonna post my art publicly i feel so free... like hell yeah i can draw all the self-indulgent bullshit i want.... instead of being unreal paranoid about my image... so yea.. i figure the only way i can ever potentially have a fresh start in the future is if i just let go of everything now.
i know it sucks seeing artists you follow disappear but, i've gotta do this for my own sake. drawing is supposed to be fun for me, not a source of stress. i already am stressed out enough by like. life. don't need any more of that.
if you want some other way to contact me, let me know and i might tell you, if i feel comfortable.